Why?

I feel better now I've spoken to you, awkward as it was and unrelated to what happened the other night. I spoke to Cate too, and it helped to talk it through, even though the conclusion was that I should talk to you about it. I know you don't do talking but I think we need to. Cate asked me why we weren't together. Why is that? I can't find a reason why not, although part of me would like to, it would give me an excuse not to raise the subject. But there isn't one is there, and I know that I'm going to have to be the one to bring it up. I don't want to be. I want you to. I want you to tell me how you feel.